Life is a velvet crowbar

...hitting you over the head ♪

March peak

In the ending of the Winter and the transition to Spring, there are at least video game news to keep you alive another month. The second chapter in Dreamfall: Chapters is arriving this March, and I am hyped. The first chapter was both visually breathtaking and storywise intriguing, and it ended with a build-up that makes you want to no longer wait for the next part. In all there will be 5 chapters what I know.

Also the DLC for The Evil Within is coming! I am hyped for that as well, learning more about STEM, Ruvik and the story in general. What is the organisation behind Juli Kidman? This game left me with so many questions unanswered, and I am curious about learning even more. It's just the first of three DLC's, even though I find downloadable content as an idea kind of... meh, I am still looking forward to this.

Sooner or later Grand Theft Auto V will be released for PC too. I bought it on PS4 so I probably won't play it on PC but I want to give it to my brother so they should hurry it up.

"It was easy enough to kill yourself in a fit of despair. It was easy enough to play the martyr. It was harder to do nothing. To endure your life. To wait."

I don't feel like doing anything and I feel entirely alone. Which I know I ain't, but I just feel like everyone secretly hates me and thinks I'm an ugly useless person. I don't want to get to know new people, I don't want to suffer even more. If I don't know anyone, they can't abandon me. And I am scared, so scared of that. Being alone scares me, and I don't want others to have that effect on me so I try to distance myself from everyone and everything...

Luckily I can play video games and immerse into worlds unlike this one, that aren't full of shallow people and suffering. I can glorify their worlds as a comfort of being stuck in this one, my own, my prison.

Chinese New Year

I am stoked for these new skins AAHHH

Blue hydrangea

•  1:Do you try to stay away from walkthroughs?
  Only if it's a story driven game, for example Beyond Two Souls or Dreamfall, otherwise I can watch. I usually don't see it all unless I don't plan on playing it soon though.
• 2:Company you're always loyal to?
  None.
• 3:Best game you've ever played?
  Probably Fallout 3, it's a classic. But also Skyrim and many more D: Too many to name.
• 4:Worst game you've ever played?
  I don't actually know. I've played some shitty games but I don't remember their names.
• 5:A popular series/game you just can't get into no matter how much you try?
  Portal. And Mass Effect, but I haven't played that one at all. :(
• 6:A game that's changed you the most?
  I just finished Dragon Age: Inquisition so I can't really think of any other games right now, it affected me so much. I am so sad it ended, I loved that world...
• 7:A game you'll never forget? The Longest Journey / Dreamfall, since I grew up playing them. Also Resident Evil 4 because memories with my brother.
• 8:Best soundtrack?
  Hmm difficult question. The Evil Within had a nice score, but so did Dragon Age.
• 9:A game you turn your volume off every time you play it?
  Only build mode in The Sims 2 got annoying after an hour or so.
• 10:A game you've completely given up on?
  Dead fucking Island. And probably a ton more...
• 11:Hardest game you've played?
  Dead Island and Resident Evil. So annoying.
• 12:Shortest time you've beaten a game in?
  Fallout 3 main-story is really really short.
• 13:A game you were the most excited for when it wasn't released yet?
  Red Dead Redemption and UNCHARTED 3 & 4!
• 14:A game you think would be cool if it had voice acting?
  Most have?
• 15:Which two games do you think would make an awesome crossover?
  Uncharted meets Skyrim? No I don't know hahha.
• 16:Character you've hated most? From what game?
  Maybe someone from The Walking Dead? It had both good and bad characters for a reason. :3
• 17:What game do you never tell people you play?
  A lot of games, unless we reach that subject.
• 18:A game you wish your friends knew about?
  Many smaller games like Postal and Manhunt :D
• 19:Which game do you think deserves a revival?
  I'm unsure.
• 20:What was the first video game you ever played?
  I don't know something when I was a kid. Can't remember which was first.
• 21:How old were you when you first played a video game?
  Too young to remember
• 22:If you could immerse yourself in any game for one day, which game would it be?
  What would you do? Probably Dragon Age Inquisition :3 I would drink with my friends, learn magic and fight cool things. It's such a beautiful world.
• 23:Biggest disappointment you've had in gaming?
  I was quite hyped for Watch Dogs but it wasn't as good as I had imagined.
• 24:Casual, Hardcore, or in the middle?
  Depends if I like a game or not.
• 25:Be honest; have you ever used cheats (like ActionReplay or Gameshark)?
  No but I've used Godmode. :D
• 26:Handheld or console?
  PC or console, depends.
• 27:Has there ever been a moment that has made you cry?
  Yes T_T like when Dragon Age: Inquisition main story ended T_T So sad.
• 28:Which character's clothes do you wish you owned the most?
  Hmm not sure, there are mostly men and the females are always skimpy looking? D;
• 29:Which is more important, gameplay or story?
  I like stories, but if the gameplay sucks then it won't be as enjoyable.
• 30:A game that hasn't been localized in your country that you think should be localized? Uhm no?  There is Steam and such?